Om Sri Hari Supriya Ji,

I hope you are feeling well. You are blessed that you have direct contact with the Divine. He has already given you the answer to your question; if you are still not convinced, ask him, "what can I do to see the Divine in all"? He will show you the path.

An easy way to put it is: the question is not why I can't, but how can I?

Sending you love, peace, and respect. 🙏💗