Jai Sri Hari Jonathan,
My adoration to the Divine in you!Beautiful thoughts.
I am certain that you are not talking about Spiritual awakening, but this is nice too.Make sure not to ignore your inner voice, which always leads you to The Divine path.Life pleasures are defined differently by everyone, so be careful with them.As long as the intention is pure and resonates with love, it's all good.
Sending my love and respect. 💓🙏