Dear Sister Christine,
My obeisance to the Divine in you! Beautiful article, I enjoyed it very much. If you are truly looking for Bhakti yoga, I would strongly recommend Swami Vivekananda’s book on Bhakti Yoga.
As sister Meredith suggested, one needs to go deeper. Lord Krishna’s Gopi’s are the best example of Bhakti yoga. One doesn't need 25 hours of teachers training, it’s all about practicing, believing and going inwards.
I wish you will find Bhakti in your heart soon. It is the most beautiful feeling in the world, I am living example. Sending all my love and respect. 💓